My First Post

I doubt that many people want to read about someone's life who they have never met. I don't blame them, I probably wouldn't either. I just know that I have a lot of stuff on my mind and a lot that I want to get out of my heart so I'm going to share it with the world. You can chose to read it or not. 

I have lived the life of a drug addict and a drunk. I have witnessed miracles. I believe in a higher power called God. I am a mother. I am a sister. I am a wife. I am a daughter. I am a friend. I wear each of these hats every day and they never come off, it's not a choice, it's a life style. I am proud of who I am today and where I have come. 

As you get to know me and my heartache you will see that I am strong and I am weak. That I have failed and I have risen to greatness. That I have lost loved ones and I have watched new loves come into the world. 


I am like every other person in the world. I have struggles and I face demons of my own. But I will not let them tear me down. I will face them head on and I will be the victor with my Lord Jesus Christ by my side. 


I suffer with bipolar disorder and obsessive compulsive disorder and post traumatic stress disorder, and I have epilepsy. When the doctors put it this way it makes me sound like I have a disease that is incurable. When really I just have a little more work to do on myself. A little more to give over to my Lord.


I hope that you all enjoy this journey with me, and I hope that I can entertain you a little along the way. I am nothing special, I am only a person.